The unnoticed shadow

Everynight i cry so intense i cant breathe
wishing this one night would be my last
finally i wake up and live this ungreathful life
get ready for school,get on the bus, and turn the music up loud to drown everyone out
i walk into the doors, walking down the hallways i put on a fake smile, laughing out loud...but inside im crying and screaming ,no one notices...but one day he notices....took me a while to open up...once i did i was happy-----i was invincable...there was so much love...we had the stars in our eyes,melting in eachothers eyes, then we kissed...it was wonderful...i almost fell over--then you take my hand and say i love you more than anything...i was with you and i looked forward to waking up...then i heard the most 5 hurtful words 'i dont love you anymore'....then my world fell apart...all the sudden it went from happy unicorns to blackness,tears coming down my face so fast i could have caused a flood...so much pain and agany....so im back to fear,emptiness,and heartache and still no one notices...