Nobody cares

Nobody cares if I live or not,
i'm the one they all forgot,
I hate myself deep down inside,
but this feeling I have got to hide,

People judge, hate and pick on me,
these hidden feelings they can't see,
Each day is like a living nightmare,
whatever happens now I don't care,

I feel invisible, not mean to be seen,
can't tell anyone where i've been,
I feel unloved and pushed away,
like nobody wants me any day,

So I have a drink so I forget,
the pain, hurt and regret,
Go out, dance with a random guy,
it's for attention, I will not lie,

I don't know what to do now,
to get some love, don't know how,
I'm scared of repeated rejection,
but all I want is some affection....