Black Box

I'm spiraling downward into a deeper depression,
A darker hole that no one can get me out from,
A black abyss that's never ending, filled with sadness,
The black box that keeps my emotions, and what I've become

Cradled in-between anger and myself,
With hatred as my best friend,
And cutting my sweet obsession,
The hungriness that never ends

My greatest fear is never being loved,
And never being enough for you,
So I'll cry every single night alone,
And knowing this depression, I'll never pull through

Oh my sweet black box,
Tell me what you keep,
Tell me every story inside,
And put me to sleep

Tell me what you've got,
And take away my anger,
Put my knife inside you,
And take away the danger

Never will you tell a soul,
Of what's inside,
You'll be my memory box,
To have everything that I hide

Shh, black box
Please don't say a peep,
Cause you have everything,
Everything that I keep.

Written by Makalah Aug. 10, 2008