Blood on the moon

Blood on the moon and on your hands,
Trouble on its way tonight,
A party, a kiss, a broken dream,
What a lovely, lonely night.

Lovers intertwined, a sickening view,
The calm before the storm breaks,
My hands trace me swollen lips,
And then my whole body shakes.

I walk with my shadow, hand in hand
I feel the darkness ease my pain,
I hear echoes of your laughter,
How quickly love makes you insane.

Are you watching this moon too?
As she lies on your bed?
Funny how when you close your eyes,
It's me you see instead.

Friendships shouldn't be broken,
Love should last above all,
But what if the one that trips you,
Only watches you fall?

I walk alone amongst lovers,
A freak amongst the rest,
Am I damaged enough for you now?
Did I pass the test?

When you finally miss me,
I hope you've memorized my face,
It's your turn to reach out to me,
And feel only empty space.

Blood on the moon and on your hands,
Trouble on its way tonight,
I sit alone, small, tainted but at ease
What a beautiful, lonely sight.