Confessions from my heart

I am tired no one can see,
Who is the real me,
I am tired of all the lies,
And the nights I cry,

Faking a smile when all I want to do is frown,
Tired of not letting it all out when I am down,
You don't see the cuts on my wrist,
I don't want to exist,

So why don't I let go?
And let people know
The pain I feel,
Is so damn real,

I want to let it all out, I want to shout,
Tell you why I am depressed, what it's about,
Scream the words that's been kept it too long,
Tell you what the heck is wrong!

My worlds crumbling, and falling apart,
To many scars on this poor broken heart,
Many memories from the past,
And the pain that forever lasts,

Every night I cry myself to sleep,
But I don't say a word, no, not a peep,
So I bottle it all up inside,
And let the real me hide,

Can someone take away my mask?
To take it all away is all I ask,
Make it go, make it fall,
It's what I want most of all,

These are the confessions from my heart,
And I guess saying the words is the way to start,
So now I told you a secret no one knew,
And all I need is the help from you,

I am tired of smiling,
I am tired of lying,
Inside I am dying,
And I am tired of trying.

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Okay, I know it's not really good, but I just dotted it all down in like 5 minutes!! I was just having an emotional break down, again, and I needed to let some of it out. So just bare with me, it's not good, but it doesnt have to be! So yeah, okay. lol

Written by Makalah Aug. 15, 2008