Have You Ever (Very Long - Yet Meaningful)

by Hologram   Aug 19, 2008


Have you ever had a friend
That drowns in their pain?
Have you ever tried to fix something
But you know it will never be the same?

Have you ever heard those little voices
That say "Run before your dead"?
Have you ever felt so low
Because you can't get those memories out of you head?

Have you ever felt alone
As if no one knows your there?
Have you ever wondered why life hurts so much
And don't understand why no one cares?

Have you ever been there for someone
But they never do the same in return?
Have you ever tried to do something
But you know you'll never learn?

Have you ever been used
Only for amusement?
Have you ever believed they were nice
But you found out it was all an illusion?

Have you ever been hurt
That you know you'll never re-gain?
Have you ever made promises to yourself
That you never will feel that way again?

Have you ever been so in love
That it makes you feel like you can survive?
Have you ever let him know
Now he doesn't care your alive?

Have you ever met someone
Who always makes you smile?
Have they ever told you to get over him
But they don't understand it will take a while?

Have you ever felt so sad
Filled with so much pain?
Have you ever wished for someone
To come and clear all your shame?

Have you ever lost someone
So close to your heart?
Have you ever been so in love
That in the end, it tears you apart?

Has someone ever hurt you
Just to play with your mind?
Have you ever done something to someone
That later on seems so un-kind?

Have you ever seen a friend
That dies more and more inside?
Have you ever seen her smile
But you know she's just cried?

Have you ever been addicted
To the one person you can't hold?
Have you ever been with someone
Who tries to fit you into the perfect mold?

Have you ever had personal goals
With results that seem so far?
Have you ever seen a car crash
And wished you were in that car?

Have you ever felt alone
That you think you should just leave?
Have you ever tried to cover up every hidden scar
Underneath your sleeve?

Have you ever been left out in the dark
By someone you call your "Friend"?
Have you ever been so hurt before
That you know you'll never mend?

Have you ever been labeled a "Freak"
Because of the things you say and feel?
Have you ever experienced so much pain
That you start to believe that things arn't real?

Have you ever felt so confused
Because you start to feel a real smile?
Have you ever wanted to reach the end of a rainbow
But it just keeps going mile after mile?

Have you ever felt like you should just go
So things might be OK?
Have you ever been told to go to hell
So you don't ruin their perfect display?

Have you ever wanted to fly
And wanna be able to really smile?
Have you ever wanted to go to a happy place
Even if you had to walk a thousand miles?

Have you ever been lying to yourself
Just trying to believe?
Have you ever been told to stand still
When you know you should just leave?

Have you ever been in love with someone
But you don't want to believe it's true?
Have you ever been hurt so bad
That you doubt you'll make it through?

Have you ever waited
For something to come true?
Have you ever wanted that one person
To say "I love you"?

Have you ever stopped believing
In something you've always stood by?
Have you ever tried to stay strong
But all you can do is cry?

Have you ever lost yourself
And everything you ever were?
Have you ever become broken
Because he only wants 'her'?

Have you ever tried to leave
Cause of the things they all say?
Have you ever wished for something bright
Just to lighten up your day?

Have you ever wished you were happy
Just so you don't have to be so fake?
Have you ever felt like it is all a night-mare
But you just can't seem to wake?

Have you ever wanted to run away
Cause they just won't shut-up?
Have you ever wished for something
But you then remember, you have no luck?

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This poem means alot to me...
I wrote it out and it came to a total of 7 1/2 pages.
It's probz the closest to my heart.

Renee
xx

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  • 14 years ago

    by Em

    I'm still in love with this piece lol :) x

  • 14 years ago

    by Em

    Wow. this is truly amazing, it touched my heart and I can say yes to most of it. 5/5, Em

  • 15 years ago

    by iFallToPieces

    Wow, I love this poem, even though it has lots of questions its just wow. Great work

    x

  • 15 years ago

    by Saving Grace

    Wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. WOW. That is nothing less then AMAZING. Truthfully, its one of the best ive read in a while. I can honestly relate to every single stanza youve poured out here. Its so intense and powerful. And i belive a lot of people are gunna relate to this. Youve done an excellent job here and its added to my favs. Keep this up. Its incredible. 5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by Still Slightly Broken

    "Have you ever been labeled a "Freak"
    Because of the things you say and feel?
    Have you ever experienced so much pain
    That you start to believe that things arn't real?"
    - I liked that one the best becase I feel I can relate to it more than the others. Also 'arn't' should be 'aren't'.
    This was amazing, yes it was long, but very, very meaningful. I really liked it.
    5/5, Nice work