Sitting here alone in the dark
I feel like im losing my mind
All I can think about these days is how I want to die
I have to force a smile when I'm with people but when I'm alone all I do is cry
When I'm with my friends I pretend that I am happy but deep down I know its all a lie
I feel like no one could understand this pain no matter how hard they try
I just want to kill myself, end it now, all this depression .... just fly
