I wish

I wish
I wish I could tell you how I feel.
My feelings are getting stronger and
I am starting to feel things that I do not want to feel.
I wonder when you are going to realize
I am falling in love with you.
I am trying to control my feelings
so you would never have to find out
your friend has fallen for you,

I honestly do not want to feel that way about you
because loving you is vain to me.
I can never be with you.
You are the only person
that would have been good to me,
yet I cannot allow myself to fall in love with you.
You seem to be a simple guy,
while I am also a simple girl,
my life is complicated beyond measure.