See you soon!!

I do not know what to do!
I know I should be happy for you
Sorry! I can't, am trying really hard
But it just breaks my heart knowing we will be apart

We got really close, and now we are so far
We were one piece, the perfect fit
A true friend that is what you are
I just can't handle losing another one anymore

Sometimes I wish I never met you,
I am constantly being hurt by whom I love
Do not want to make any new friends
Seems that losing them is always the end

Should not be negative, I know, I won't
As you will for ever be there in my heart
I know am sitting there in yours...
We are best friends forever & we will stay so

Yeah am broken AGAIN,
But just seeing you happy there
Will mend every piece broken
So please be happy as much as u can

Yeah I will miss you like hell!
But you will always be in my mind
No need to remember you,
As I will never forget you EVER

Yeah my eyes became sore from crying,
Yeah I am kind of lost not knowing what to do,
Yeah you left me lonely, depressed, and distracted
Yeah when I could have left you, I did not

But still I wish you happiness,
Wherever you will be, I am not upset from you
I could not...There is nothing you may do,
I know you want to stay but you can't

Standing here hopeless is frustrating me
Losing a friend after another...
Please god, help me get through this
Let me be able to face the issues in life alone

I know am not capable of facing them alone,
But I am sure I will survive, not easily thou

You are smart, kind hearted, charming
Trust me you will have a wonderful time there
May god protect you, take care of yourself
I am sure there is a great future waiting for you there...

*{wish we never had to be apart mona :( }*