I can't anymore...

A chance you needed, a million I gave you
I forgave you more than you should be forgiven,
Accepted your pathetic apologies, tried hard to forget,
Ignoring your flaws, hiding my dignity...loved you...

A crashed heart I received,
Insane went my mind,
A depressed soul I became,
Meaningless is my life

Screaming, crying and almost dying BUT WHY?!

Now AGAIN I'm supposed to forgive you,
Just pretend I'm not broken,
Act happy we're back together,
Welcoming your torture?!

If being apart will cause me pain,
Then at least time will heal my scars.
And it's better than renewing my wounds beside you,
Just please leave me alone, I can't take it anymore...