Sometimes I want my own thoughts to vanish,
Sometimes I want my own feeling to disappear,
Sometmes I want my emotions to just go away,
Everything word I left unsaid falls into a single tear.
Sometimes I feel this way about you.
Thoughts of you are locked and sealed in my head,
Feelings of you not coming back for me; leak,
Emotions, of being lonely laying here in this empty bed,
Words unsaid - because I can't find words to speak.
The words only spill on paper.
You got me doing things I've never done before,
Lurking around art museums placing "us" in the picture,
Buying romance books from almost every bookstore,
I'm back into games, Cincinnati's biggest female gamer.
