Good bye

Hearing those words that came from your mouth is killing me. how can I prove to you that I am trying the way things seem lazy man get off your ass and do something to make your life a little bit better never wanted it to come to this but now I feel like I am dissmiseed was the words spoken word of love true of rash words of lust. I feel betrayed buried in this pain those words cut sharper than the sharpest knife and to think I would have you be my wife but I now see that it is utterly useless untill I can get on my feet and prove to you that I am not a loser just a man fell on hard times one day soon I will get back on my feet but I fear by that time I will have already lost you my love. I fear my heart is not capable of bearing yet anthor break. Love is made out to be a friend but in the end turns out to be a fiend with every high comes a low grow. From mistakes comes understanding live to learn yearn for something more this seemed so right the passion the joy. being with you filled a part of my life that was missing is all my tears were in one place would it form a lake so I could drown in my misery . Taken