Inside Me

When I look inside myself,
Do you know what I see?
I see everything I hate,
And never wanted to be.

Im a biitch with no heart,
And I fall asleep crying.
I drink myself stupid,
To let them know Im dying.

I cut when things get too much,
'Coz Im a worthless piece of shiit.
Im dying on the inside,
But I cant let anyone know it.

I denied myself growth,
By letting pride get in the way.
I stubbornly say I dont need help,
While I slowly fade away.

My friends surround me daily,
But I refuse to let them know.
I suppose Ill just fade away,
And they'll understand I had to go.