Maybe tommorow(sebastian, my preatcher boy)

by LiNa   Sep 10, 2008


Tomorrow is a new day thats what they all said to me ,
but nothing has happened nothing has changed,
to show you that i am still here where you once again left me standing
expecting me to be around at your convenience
i have tried with you to show you what i was all about
what was real i thought , was the one thing That i wanted so badly to get back
all the memories are killing me once again slowly
i cant take back what has happened and i cant help it if you dot like me for who i am r you want me to be what you think i should be
I'm sorry i wasn't good enough for you, to be with me
that makes me sad to see now
everyone swears you will come around but i know you , you wont ever come around to see what you have done
you took a good friendship full of love and happiness and turned it into a dead and beaten up event
you have killed the only thing that i have ever cared about or at least thought i did
i don't really know anymore what the truth was about all of this
other than it made ma sad to see you walk away from me
but this time you did it for sure and moved on , i am happy for you i expect you to do that because relationships mean nothing to you friendship means thing to you, you use them and then dump them flat out and cold.....
i cant be around that any longer, i am out of your picture and out of your life for ever
what a sad picture to see but yet it had to me in a complicated world living for today and tomorrow i know i am better of without you and happier without your drama
but yet i cannot forget everything that happened between us
all the nights at my house
and funny conversation
i never really got you i guess you could say talking to you , you would never listen i guess it wasn't real it was all a lie i tried to tell myself it could work as a friendship but i lied to myself we were so different i couldn't deal with you not letting me have an opinion and shutting m up when i was talking
now i live my life for me ya i am sad because a friendship ended that i swore was important and i cared about it too, but i cant help but be free from the bullshit that you gave to me and all the lies that you said to me not that i said to you , i never lied to you , get the facts straight and i don't care if you dont forgive me because you can go pound sand babe.

DEDICATED TO SOMEONE WHO PROBABLY THOUGHT THAT EVERYTHING I EVER SAID WAS A LIE AND THAT I DID IT FOR ME, I DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM INSTEAD, I LOVED HIM WITH EVERYTHING I HAD AND FOR THE FIRST TIME I WAS REALLY HAPPY I THOUGHT IT WOULD LAST BUT I WAS WRONG.

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