Trying to...

Trying to avoid her
Trying to make no eye contact
Trying to not talk to her
Trying to pretend she’s not there

But do you know how hard that is?
When she’s been my friend for so long
It’s been four years in fact
And now I’m trying not to talk to her

Trying to ignore her
It’s the hardest thing to do
Seeing as I just want to go up
And tell her what I did last week

But I can’t when I remember
What she did last week
How badly I wanted to hurt her
When I found out what she did