Untitled/read not the greatest but how im feelin

I never thought it bothered me.
But i guess i just thought wrong.
I always thought youd be there.
But you stoped coming around.

I miss the days when i was little.
When id spend time with you all day
But now i go to bed wondering.
Why you didn't even stay.

Did you kno i cried for hours.
When you left this family alone.
Did you know i felt like dying.
When i realized you were gone.

You'll never know about.
All the shit you put me through.
You'll never understand.
How much i wanted to be like you.

But i guess people change.
Into things you could never imagine.
And the day i felt like giving up.
is when i stoped smiling and laughing.

I can barely remember what you look like.
You feel like a stranger to me.
And because of the life you given me.
Is who i am and what ive turned out to be.

My life is different now though.
Its like i dont have a dad anymore.
But ive got people who i know would not walk out on me.
Remember like the time you walked out before.

Dont worry about what ill grow up to be.
or where ill go in life..
Cuz you got more important stuff to worry about.
Like another family and a wife.

jay jay
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