Why

Why can't i just forget you?
get you out of my mind.
you're always there inside my head.
i'd rather go blind than see you instead.
your smile haunts me
i cry a thousand tears.
the lies you always told me
to chase away fears.
you used to kiss my tears away
and smile for me when i couldn't
but now there's nothing left to say
and i still love you even though i shoudn't.
Get out of my head.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
everything we ever did follows me like a shadow.
it's haunting my every step
sometimes i can't help but wish i were dead.
death would stop the pain.
heal the hurt that you have caused.
when you act so vain.
you continue to hurt me,
each and every day
every breath that i take burns my lungs.
i guess this is the price that i have to pay
i allowed you in.
and you left me broken.
why?
why did you lie to me?
and then leave my heart in pieces.
you didn't care.
i see that now.
and i always wonder why this isn't fair.
as I sit here all alone.
they see you as a different person.
but i know the real you.
you can never be true.
you live through the lies.
waiting for the truth
that will never come through.
Why can't you just go away?
your face haunts my dreams
even during the day
i see you and long to kiss you.
but something pulls me away
you aren't the same person anymore.
you've cut my heart and soul
I'm not the same girl anymore.