Loosing You

I'm staring in the mirror,
Not knowing what to do.
And I am filled with fear,
That I have lost you.

The pain I feel is vast.
I want it to flow free.
And the tears I cry flow fast,
Down my rd and swollen cheeks.

You say our love's a bliss.
Tell me how that can be.
When my heart is miles away,
And you are not here with me.

I know the love I feel is strong.
With you I'd rather be.
I don't know why things go so wrong,
Every time I become happy.

All I do is sit here,
Trying not to cry.
The worst pain is fearing,
That your love for me has died.