Failed

As I gaze into the mirror,
There is an image that I can see,
And my eyes fill up with tears,
Because this image is not me.

What the hell happened to me?
Why do I look so pale?
Is there anyone who can see,
That I have failed?

I once was daddy's little girl.
So honest and so kind.
But since I let you in my world,
You wrecked my body, soul, and mind.

It hurts to see my daddy cry,
To know I have caused so much pain.
And when he simply asks me why,
My heart is filled with shame.