I Must Surely Conbust

I see no other, I wish to be your lover
Not knowing how you feel
Your heart seems to be cold, bitter, steel
Every time you let me in I can't get through a single meal
Your in my head 24/7
Im like your unknown slave although Im not sure about a leg shave
But only time will tell if you love me back
Although the track ends at 42 miles/days
But in reality time is running out
So now I feel like cutting my heart out
So I may whatch my love drain away
Although I wish you might stay
This seems to be the end
So let my story not be unsaid
I love her so much I must surely Conbust
My beloved _ _ _ _ _ _