Betrayed love

by Shellaine shelli   Sep 20, 2008


I felt hurt,
I felt betrayed,
my independent reaction
was oh so delayed.

I sat and cried each
and everyday
trying to forget you
but the memories not going away.

I tried to hold it in
but everything just slipped,
its now that I see that you were
never good enough for me.

You said you cared but your main
priority is yourself,
thinking about what you want
being ignorant to others in need of help.

So I hope you're happy with
what you got,
as hurt as i was I just
really want to thank you
because you made me see how my feelings
were never true.

As much as I cared you were ignorant
and oblivious to my pain,
so you go and say what you want
tell people what you think of me
but now that we're over I am free.

I didn't see it then
but I'm seeing it now,
you were never good for me
and I can do much better,
if you really cared then
you would have been the one to be there.

You say it was because i was sad
now that we're over I'm no longer mad.
I've found myself again,
I've gotten past the pain which I dread.

If you cant take who I've become
then just don't face me
because you breaking up with me
is what set me free.

I can live,
i can do what I want...
you breaking up with me has made
me find myself...

so next time you feel low
next time you feel sad
just remember what you once had.
I'm gone and not coming back...
this is the day of my memories attack.

everything happens for a reason
and now that I am not with you
I am no longer grieving.
sadness is there but it is at bay,
I juts want you to know
our break up
was a blessing in disguise..
I am fee from all of the lies...

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  • 15 years ago

    by Grant Gilbert AKA Slash

    Wow Shellaine now thats what a strong young and independant woman should sound like, i like that you're not rude or ranting, it shows that the flame is gone for him. It also shows maturity, any pain you feel now is personal in as much as the deceit and betrayal, and that will fade quickly. I'm glad you realise your potential for only the best, don't give your heart away again until you're sure you've got it . Well done girl

    Grant

  • 15 years ago

    by Grant Gilbert AKA Slash

    Wow Shellaine now thats what a strong young and independant woman should sound like, i like that you're not rude or ranting, it shows that the flame is gone for him. It also shows maturity, any pain you feel now is personal in as much as the deceit and betrayal, and that will fade quickly. I'm glad you realise your potential for only the best, don't give your heart away again until you're sure you've got it . Well done girl

    Grant

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