~ My Kody Reality ~

As I began by my
sister being awoken
about 1,000 words to me
were being spoken

I had been taking a nap but then my sister woke me & said "Oh God Brittany, There's something you need to see!"

My sister said it but
so very fast
but the tone in her voice got me up in quite a blast

I said " Stacie what is it"
She said “Just come see"
and i read on the computer
what i just thought couldnt be

I told Stacie
that Kody was FINE
but to many thoughts
were going through my mind

As i re-read
the computer screen
I just couldnt believe
what i had seen

It Read:
Kody killed himself
and i didnt want to believe what all Jake had said

Jake said "no Brittany
It's True"
and then "C'mon Brittany
Have i ever lied to you?”

At that point
I was in total shock
Crying my eyes out
And stiff as a rock

I called some one & asked
"Where's Kody ?¿? Is he okay ?¿?"
And i'll never forget what that someone had to say

They said " He's already gone and
it's much to late
but to hear the whole story i wasn’t
about to wait

As i heard everything
piece by piece
my heart just
began to cease

I couldnt take all of this
coming at me so fast
and i couldnt stop thinking
Of me and Kody in the past

At first people said
it was suicde
then an accident but so many stories
began to cullide

I didnt know the truth
from a lie
and i didnt know if Kody
really wanted to die

That was my Kody reality
when i realized Kody had died
and that even though it was hard
to believe no one lied

But still about what really happened
i will always question & doubt
but whether it was a real accident or not No one will ever quite figure out