Depression

I shall use thy rope
with out doubt
of looking back
at the truth ii did lack
for you were never there
and it was never fair
for i got all the pain
while your happiness gain
as i tie the rope tighter
i feel so much lighter
and as i say so long
for i know the pain'll soon be gone
as i jump of the stool
you yell like a fool
it feels as the room is spinning around
i hit the ground
for the rope has broken
i start choken
you keep yelling at me
i wish you'd leave me be
the tears stream out of my eyes
when all you told me was lies
for when i was little you told me I'd succeed
when all you did was mislead
for some how
i know now
i have fail under and above
for i am no longer love