Hurting

Im so sick of trying to be something that Im not
They say it's so I can get what they haven't got
Does this happen where ever you are
Because I cant seem to get very far

Stop trying to live your life through me
I don't wanna be you
So just leave me be

Every time I blink
You're gone
So why cant you just take a hint

You say this is for my own good
What if this doesn't turn out?
The way you said it should

I'm all alone this Sunday morning
Outside I hear the rain is pouring
I'm not going to try and cope
What's the point if you've got no hope?

This just isn't fair!
Coz when I need you
You're never there

You said if I called
That you would come
And if it was bad
You said you would run

So where are you now?
Coz you're not with me
So why and how?

Why did you do this?
How could you lie?
Why would you ask me?
You don't care if I cry

Sure, you care now
But it's too late
You didn't wanna listen
When it could have changed fate

See how you feel with all this guilt
Now you know just how I felt
Everyday was filled with pain
Now its you're turn to bow you're head with shame

Now I can see all that you do
I'm no longer here
So how will you get through?