Breaking apart

I sit here everyday,
Trying to keep the tears away.
I miss you, I miss it all.
I sit by my phone at night and wait for your call.
Even though it never rings,
Ill wait for the next day and see what it brings.
I try to keep my pain inside.
But somethings are to hard to hide.
I love you and i always will,
and thats a pain that just wont ever heal.
The memories of you and me are burned in my head.
Yet you can sit back and wish me dead.
I long for the feeling of the way it felt to touch you.
and the fast beating of my heart when you said i love you to.
I pass by you everyday and it makes me want to fall to my feet,
and my heart will skip a beat.
I wish you would come back to me,
so everything could be like it used to be.
In her arms is where you are happy now.
I try smile but i just dont no how.
Your my heart,
With out you in my life im slowly breaking apart.