Everyone Knows It

She's pissed, that's a first
i'm depressed, feel like slitting my wrist
wouldn't be the first time
hopefuly the last time
that's what i tell myself at night

i tell myself i'm alright
i tell myself that i'm fine
and i tell myself i've got a good life
but it's not alright
and no one's fine
it's the anniversary
and it's getting to me again
i can't wait til this pain really ends

he's not exactly clueless
but he doesn't ask me, he waits for the truth
i always tell him eventualy
and he counts on it
i tell my self that he's ok

i tell myself i'm alright
i tell myself that i'm fine
and i tell myself i've got a good life
but it's not alright
and no one's fine
it's the anniversary
and it's getting to me again
i can't wait til this pain really ends

pudge girl lives in her own world
doesn't notice her family's pain around her
while she watches them fall apart
she feels no regret in her heart
she doesn't realize those she says she loves
are ending in another close knit glove
secrets kept from her, all around her
b-babe i'm so sorry, will you still love me

i say i'm alright
i say that i'm just fine
and i say to everyone i've got a good life
but it's not alright
and everyone knows it
no one is just fine
and everyone sees it
it's the anniversary
of my heart dying
of daddy killing all over
and it's getting to me again
i can't wait til the pain ends
from the knife you stabbed me with
i can't wait til the scar fades