Im Sorry (rap)

All these times, I lay trying to study,
Why I have found you, why Im not bloody.
Before, when I was back in New York,
The loneliness hurt, like a jab with the fork.
Started dating april, two years flew,
And with every passing day, the tears grew.
I knew that eventually she would break it,
Yet never knew how hard I'd take it.
Spent that night crying, then you came.
At first I was all whatever, but your no game.
We hung out, took care of one another,
Like a family, you my sister, me the brother.
Finally I rose the guts to ask you out,
And when you agreed, I clued to shout.
Valentines day showed, gave me a teddy bear,
And I said, "you look great! Set and ready there?"
For the next 3 months, I rose to your voice,
And said baby, your my number one choice.
Then I screwed up, accused you of cheating,
And I could tell, that your anger started heating.
I thought to myself, "Dustin, you got a beating."

Im Sorry, that I missjudged you,
Im Sorry, I had a grudge too.
I want to take it back, make it right,
Cause your all I think about at night.
Im Sorry, that I missjudged you,
Im Sorry, I have a grudge too.
I want to take it back, make it right,
Cause your all I think about at night.

Your looks, your talent, amazes DJ,
And he says he crazies you everyday.
I try to keep from crying in school,
Show I am tough, trying to be cool.
Guess the question is, I've aplogized,
Will you forgize and see me realized?
Yes, I know how many chances I've got,
But I was a kid when asked on the spot.
So we wen't "mad", but we always returned.
Went out 2 or 3 more, every lesson learned.
Thought we were the perfect two. I still do.
No clue last night, I was bout to say I love you.
Know why? Because the pain is releasing.
My depression is starting it's ceasing.
Now I know that your going to ask about this,
But sit down, and let me talk to you miss.
When those boyfriends left you, I was there.
When you cut, I was there to care.
What I didn't realize is, I never saw your eyes,
Shown your past. From the pain to the lies.
Baby, I'm not perfect, and I never will be.
Just, this guys loves you. I want it you and me.

Im Sorry, that I missjudged you,
Im Sorry, I had a grudge too.
I want to take it back, make it right,
Cause your all I think about at night.
Im Sorry, that I missjudged you,
Im Sorry, I have a grudge too.
I want to take it back, make it right,
Cause your all I think about at night.

*Im sorry. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to let it out*