I looked but couldn't find

I believed in you!
You said it would be ok!
That was just another lie!
Like everything else you say!

Where were you at her funeral?
I looked but couldn't find.
That was such a horrible day
It's now scarred in my mind!

I must have been so stupid
To think i would see you again
You aren't even at my funeral now!
Well i hope you can feel my pain.

Saffie
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