I Can Never Let It Show

All thats left to do
Is forget about the past
But I cant forget you
I dont want the misery to last
So I get up
Get dressed
I PRETEND to be happy
But no one can guess
That Im completely devestated
As I watch happy people walk by
Why me
Why do I have to be the one to cry
He was all I wanted
Why did he have to go
But I have to keep it a secret
I can never let it show
For a very good reason:
I dont know what he would say
If he finds out
That I still love him in everyway