Attracted to pain

Numb tu dha happiness
Attracted tu dha pain
Wanting soh much more tu life
buh going back tu "same"

Caught up in nuffin buh tearsz...
Soh Blinded I cant see
mah mind is racing thought after thought
its getting harder tu dream

Wanna see a smile
buh ussually its up side down
it seemsz I'm dha one tu blame
for all mah heart achesz nd mah frownsz

I alwaysz turn back tu that one thing that alwaysz causes hurt;;
cuz I alwaysz have that hope
that one daii I would learn nd put "Me" first

Pretty is dha girl who alwaysz coversz up dha Screamsz&&
tu everyone shesz okay,
buh inside she begsz nd pleadsz