You still get to me

I see you walking
and thats when i realise
you still get to me

the fact i hate you
the fact i want nothing to do with you
the fact that i love you
the fact i wish it had been different

Around everyone i am strong
they dont see it the way i do
they dont know that i wish i was with you
they only see what i pretend to be the truth
they dont know you still get to me

the fact that when you look at me i want to turn away
the fact that when people talk about you it makes me want to cry
i dont want you because you hurt me in a way that i had never been bef

a thousand different feelings flood me head and heart
but you will not know

that you still get to me