Forever Cold

How do I let go
When all I want is him?
How do I pick up the pieces
And begin again?

Inside I feel empty
Alone and cold
Because without him
My life doesn't fit the mold

How do I go on
Pretending like nothings wrong?
Where in his arms is the place
Where I belong?

I could never love another
Not in this life
This is not the way it was supposed to be
I should've now been his wife

Every time I close my eyes
All I see is his face
The one he called his angel
Has now fallen from grace

I know I must go on
As hard as that may be
But please know this
My heart will never be free

© 12-1-06