Should I

Thinking back,
to years before.
Right when you,
walked out the door.

My heart still breaks,
when I think about that day.
If I seen you again,
what could I say?

Should I yell and scream,
tell you of my pain?
Tell you how you walking out,
almost drove me insane?

Should I fall to my knees and beg,
for you to come back?
Over the years,
your love is what I lack.

Should I turn my back and keep going,
pretending it wasn't you I saw?
Although when I was alone,
to my knees I'd fall?

Should I forgive and forget,
put the past to rest?
Come to think of it,
forgetting is probably what's best.

But how can I forget,
your beautiful face?
Because from my mind,
it just won't erase.

I don't know if I should,
let you go or keep holding on.
But one think I know for sure,
is that you're truly gone.

© 1-12-07