Streams of water keep flowing down my cheeks.
The throbbing pain in my heart won't go away.
It keeps building itself up, but then it falls again,
Making a huge mess of sorrow each time it rips open.
Love songs flow through my ears,
Leaving deep meanings as scars in my heart.
Curling up myself into a small ball, my chest heaves hard.
The best friend I never had, the one I'm in love with, is with someone else.
Wanting to hold him in my arms, I knew he'd never feel the same way.
And so my heart bottled every emotion I held for him.
Tears streak my face each time I think about them together.
Sobs fill my chest each time I think about not being with him.
The dark doesn't make me fall asleep;
It just makes me think about him even more.
Without the light, the images become more vivid,
And it makes my heart shatter til' it hits the core.
Everyday, I have to see his face.
His pale, freckled, prominent face.
With a high nose and blue eyes.
And a smile so dazzling, it takes my breath away.
It'd be better if he didn't know my feelings.
He'd be happier when I'd suffer.
But it doesn't matter if I cry at night;
So long as he is happy, nothing will fall apart.
