Sand.

How can you explain
That which has no name,
Just inadequate words
And then,another reason.
Putting it into words
Would make it so
Indelible.
A concrete reality
And can I face it?
Do I even believe fully?
Or,is it,
Hidden beneath my layers,
Just a deceptive shimmer,
A mirage that shines
Only because it is
Unachievable.
Would it be there
When I get to it?
Or is it all
Just sand?
Answer me that.