The silence is what can save me,
but somehow you never could see.
I'm still waiting for you to apologize,
yet I know you'll never come to realize.
Years and months pass by,
and somehow I forgot you with a sigh.
But,
would I be wrong if I said sometimes I missed the fights,
and all your lies and those awful rainy nights when
I would run down the gravel road from you
only hoping to make you sorry too.
Sometimes the negative overpower the positive,
but then I remember we knew how to live.
I still hate the drama our fighting caused,
and all the emotions we went and lost.
You never touched me as softly as he does,
and unlike you he hardly makes a fuss.
He holds me at night and we hardly fight,
He plays with my hair and touches my skin
I have to say he's my biggest win,
but
there's never a challenge and I always win
that kind of love's been gone since I don't know when.
He takes the plunge and I'm always right,
Our flaws for each other aren't in sight.
and it keeps me wondering...
which situation do I want wrapped in
and who are you or where do I begin,
to start and figure out who I am?
Is this where I'm really suppose to be
Oh God,
this silence is killing me.
