I look up and see my brother, his face so pale and sad,
I wish i could go back in time and make his life not so bad,
I wish i could take away his pain and The sadness he feels inside,
I wish i could give his daughter back, and take back every tear he's cried,
I wish i could have my brother back, the one from way before,
The brother that cheered me up with toy shows on the floor,
The brother that made sure Tottenham bear won it every time, and who's Star Wars figures all standing in a line.
The brother that was happiest with our mum and dad,
The brother who had no reason to ever feel so bad.
I love my brother very much and i wish that he was here,
But most of all i wish he'd never tasted beer.
I wish i could have been older when he became addicted,
Maybe way back then, this i could have predicted.
Maybe if i understood i could have made him stop
I could have begged him not to drink, maybe he wouldn't have touched another drop.
Maybe his life would be so different
And his baby he could have kept,
If only i wasn't so young,
He would have something left.
Dan i wish i could go get her and bring her back to you,
I wish i could make your life all better,
But it's the one thing i can not do.
You haven't lost her Dan Dan, this i promise you,
She'll come back herself one day, searching for a clue,
A clue to her beginning and how she became so lost,
Searching for a daddy, she believes didn't give a toss.
So when she does this Dan Dan, You stand up tall and proud,
You show her that you love her and have always been around.
Unable to make contact, and staying out of sight,
But never regretting the day you gave her a better chance in life!!!
You know she'll come searching Dan Dan she's one of us just wait and see!!! xxx
