Bent

It's who I am
Not who I want to be
No one understands
They are blind to what they see

My life is a mystery
It brings unwanted scenes
I desperately try to change
But can't by any means

So many have left
Great numbers to follow
Leaving me alone
Feeling so hollow

Pretending to be straight
Just to fit in
Going to a Catholic school
Told that it's a sin

I can't go on like this
Seeing one way out
I take the gun to my head
Pull the trigger, no doubt