Pain

I wake from my only possible happiness
Only to realise today will be like every other
There is nothing for me to live for
But I couldn't possibly disappoint my mother

I rise from my bed and get ready for school
The place in which I always remember
What happened that day did not occur here
But it still reminds me of that day in December

The jokes and comments that everyone make
Don't make me laugh, instead make me cry
These things they say bring back memories
Memories that make me ask why

Everyone asks me why I always look sad
But whenever they ask I must lie
I can't tell them the truth
They dont need to know I just want to die