Reverse Reciprocate.

I push people away, because thats what you taught me to do,
Living my life all alone, A sadistic replicant of you.

Yeah, You bought me up, all alone is what you say,
"Your father was never there" I never loved him anyway.

I never cared that I was never loved, Until it was too late,
And now the only way to get by, Is to reverse reciprocate.

They'd show me love, So Id hate them a little more,
And eventually they leave, Like all the other guys before.

Just dont want affection, Guess I feel I dont deserve,
To be loved, Is to sacrifice, With the possibility of getting hurt.

I dont want rejection, And to feel the pain you put me through,
So Ill pass my days by, Being as bitter and lonely like you.