Give in?!

Is this just a game?
To play with my emotions, so you can have someone to blame
Do you know how I feel everyday?
I wanna die, and I feel theirs no other way
I tell you a bunch of times, but I still give in
I hate me, I guess your starting to win
All I want to do is crawl in a shell
Wanting someone, before I go to hell
You know how you make me feel, I wanna die cause of you
But you don't care, I bet you knew