Hurting

I know it doesn't
Seem like
It's still eating
Away at me
But it is
And it hurts
When you
Bring it up

It's been a month
Since it all happened
But the wounds
Are still fresh

Obviously
You're still hurt
But I love you
Oh so much

Now that you're gone
Life seems unbearable
You made me so happy
And now I'm falling apart

I know we're friends
And all I want
Is you
How well will
This friend thing work,
Until I pronounce
Those three words
To you yet again?

I want to tell you
That I love you
But how will you
React?

You told me
You still love me
And obviously
I still love you

You also say
That I haven't
Lost you
Then why do I feel
So helpless?
Why do I feel
So broken?

I can't seem to
Let you go
I yearn for you
My heart aches
And bleeds

I don't know
If I should say
That I miss you
And that I
Love you
For fear that I
Might lose you
Completely
And I won't
Be able to handle that
I would rather die
Than lose you
All together