The "Hate Yooh" peom

So sick of crying
So sick of lying
So sick of smiling
So sick of dying

So tired of hate
built up inside
don't wanna run
and i don't wanna hide

come find me
come catch me
because all you will get is me
trying to tell you
this is all you will see

Tired of crying at night
under the sheets
Tired of waking up
and falling asleep

I'm tired of words
that don't mean a thing
tired of stuff
that mean nothing

Need some one to catch me
when i fall
i need some one to help me
when I'm up against the wall
I need some one to forgive me
for everything I've done
i need some one to let me win
after Ive won

After the seasons change
I'm different again
cant find my real person
where do i begin
I smile for show
as people walk by
i look at people
and stare into there eyes
I see the lies that come from with in
telling my stuff that sounds like a din

Going over and over
this nasty hate
to get rid of it
to let go of it
is a hard debate
i hate you so much
i can not let go
Because all of you think
I'm taking to slow

My heart was in it
till the end
and then you broke it
i needed to mend
but over time
the mending turned to hate
this unforgivingness
hard to stalemate

Think of you
makes me sick to my bones
as long as you know
all hell will show
as i walk by
hate pours out of me so
enough to kill one thousand men
well thats the best that i know

To my enemies
which i hate
and i want to leave it that way

Sunday 7 December 3.15pm 2008 ©