Sincerely DJ (rap)

It's what I get, for asking for another opportunity,
When I say I'm ok but all that I wanted was unity.
Rejected and refused, I'm used to the negativity,
But read this carefully, for it holds my productivity.
It doesn't matter if you look at me with abhorrence, (slant)
Just stare on and read, more importantly the chorus (slant)
Next time I'll wait for you to ask, because I can't finish such accomplishment,
This document proves that I have wrote you your own monument.
Moments come, when I want to ask you for your patience,
But then again, sometimes I feel that I'm only the doctors patient.
Ratio 1 to 3, is how times we popped the question,
We got loads of history, but what do I put the rest in?
I aint mad aggravated or upset, but I dont know this feeling,
I dont know if I should be crying or hitting the ceiling.
Peeling off the hurt and damage, one heart break at a time,
Soon at this rate, I could start a pain vine!

I hold nothing against you Brooke, your still amazing and never humid,
A great friend and I want you to know, Im neither a player nor cupid.
How stupid of me to ignore, all the chances that I had open,
But yet Im mad, but not at you; at someone who's closin.
I agree to be friends, so lets let it be that way.
Sincerely DJ.

If there is a mix up, between this and my other song False,
Then your wrong. Here's you others harlea, not a criss cross.
This loss that I've dug, bugs me day in and day out,
Just cause I'm trying to equal out, not go into a shout.
I'm tired, but yet I need to rap out my choir,
Because my esculation IS going to fly much higher.
Lier, deciever, I've been called the entire book,
Thats why I wont retire and why I do this Brooke.
Nobody will down me, and right now I have to confess,
That I think this song is a complete mess.
those times we dated, I have stated I love you,
And occasionally, I might speak up and say I do.
But that ain't now, please understand all of my lyrics,
They are holding in my feelings, keeping hid my spirit.
Im ending the song, saying maybe we could go again,
But for now, lets rest and not go in a spin.

I hold nothing against you Brooke, your still amazing and never humid,
A great friend and I want you to know, Im neither a player nor cupid.
How stupid of me to ignore, all the chances that I had open,
But yet Im mad, but not at you; at someone who's closin.
I agree to be friends, so lets let it be that way.
Sincerely DJ.

*I asked her out, she denied, so I wrote*