Hot && Cold (just plain hurt)

You make me feel like
I have knives in my heart
Knives in my brain
your knives drive me insane

I hate it when you don't call
when you lie
all the time

You make me feel so
bashed up
so mashed up
So hurt

And then i slowly
die inside
my world crys
from the inside

Deep blue seas
memories
you lies
i try

everyday
the same
not online
don't have your phone

These tears I cry
are so bad
they are so
sad

Just tell me please
stop killing me
the pain
is to much for me

Look into my eyes
see my memories
see my smile
just a while

wipe away
my tears
another day
another fear

just hold my hand
if you can
just one touch
is just to much

My heart still
beats
for you
I just hope inside
you beat for me to