I work so hard to cover up
i don't dare reveal
i give no chance to understand
i show nothing of what i feel
i give no room for pity
no space for a hint of disgust
i have no patience for explanations
very few earn my trust
i hand out false confessions
i mask the truth with lies
i refuse to show any hint of pain
I'm locked deep inside my mind
one day i might regret it
but for now it works for me
one day ill leave this horrid place
and on that day ill be free
