Regreted truth.

And if i have to say goodbye
one more time,
I think my heart will shatter.

Your memories fill
my mind,
Floating around and over filling
my soul.

Though your words stabbed me
like daggers,
I'd still long for you affection any day.

I pray countless nights for
you to just fly back
into my life.
without the pain.

I know i don't need you.
and nor do you need me
but i cant help but want you.

But the words hurt my mouth.
As if they are burning with regret.
But it has to be said.
I miss you

The sweet times i cherish
as if they are cocaine swimming
in my blood.

Intoxicating my heart
with out a simple desire to stop.
I'm a addict and no rehab can
cure my addiction.