Still looking...

Still awake and what to do
So I go outside under the dark sky
Hoping to find answers here tonight
But again my eyes hurt and begin to cry

What have I ever done to deserve this?
Why is it that I always get torn apart?
I'm always one to spoil my girl
But I'm left with a torn, broken heart

I just want to find the girl of my dreams
I start talking out to the sky above
How much longer do I have to wait?
What can I do to find the perfect love?

I've given my heart out too many times
But my heart continues to bleed
I just want a girl to actually treat me right
A love so perfect, that's all I need

I understand that there will be problems
And I'm willing to work through them all
But it seems like I always do all the work
And I'm the one that always has to fall

The tears begin pouring down my face
This is not how my life was supposed to be
I was supposed to be happy in relationship
I just wish a girl would finally love me

I've given up hope on ever finding her
A shooting star shoots across the sky
But there is no point in making a wish
I'm tired of the heartache and lies

Maybe someone else's dream can come true
Someone else that was watching the same star
What if she made a wish to find a guy?
But she's probably wishing for a brand new car...

So there really isn't any girl out there for me
So there is no point in even trying anymore
I will continue living my life alone
And forever close the "love" door