Slow torture

Tick, tick, tick... I sit here waiting.
Time is a Cruel pain.
Tick, tick, tick... empty thoughts, my minds creating.
So rapidly and loud, seconds drive me insane.

Tick, tick, tick... The minutes are so slow.
Waiting, waiting... I only wish for it to go.
Breathing, breathing... gasps for sanity.
Tick, tick, tick... such cruel torture, pain I can but see.

The hand seems to stager... but that can not be.
I will not be trapped.... I must break free.
Tick, tick, tick... this moment seams to just still.
Stupidity, stupidity... My mind, it kills.

For what do I deserve this.
I did nothing wrong.
Yet my pleads are worthless...
These seconds feel so long.

Each passing second, your time... it does grow thin.
Yet I pray to an angel, to save you from with in.
I wait in this room... the clock... oh how it taunts.
And the hands franticly waving... I just want it to stop.

Upon who do i have to pray.
Before you are with me once again.
Until you return i will stay.
Until your heart doth beat again.

The face of hell upon this man of much respect.
~I bring bad news... shes died, i do regret.~
I cried upon my hands, before I saw your body dead.
I touched your cold black hair, and from the room i fled.

A better place I must find.
I know it must be near.
~No! I'm losing my mind!~
As i cry my Bloody tears.

This pain is far more worse,
Then any I could inflict.
and death's final verse plays...
Sometimes it makes me sick.

But for you I will stay strong.
I will not make the same mistake.
Your knife sliced deep and long...
I guess you can decide your fate.

I shalt not leave in pain.
I shalt not curse my soul.
I leave the mind of ~sane~.
I remain but half-a-whole.