Transformer me

Transformer me
robotically
systematically
eventually
i will never be
finally
here i am
now i see
dont want to look
dont want to stop
cant look away
befor i drop
cry me rain
dont give me pain
hush again
my only friend
lets walk together
now run away
wait come back please dont stay
confusion my mind
in which i left behind
stable
im able
apart of my lable
im here
your there
im gone
you care
accusations
procrastonations
evaluations
tripped up girl
on this collaboration
all apart of this transformation
i think it could be deformation.